My biggest fear is trusting someone. I have always had a
hard time putting my trust into someone whether it has to be getting a job done
for me or to speak to about what is going on with myself. This tends to hurt most
of my relationships with people because I have a guard up when it comes to
having to rely on them. I believe this originated from when I was younger and
growing up with having people in my life that I thought were my “friends” when
in actuality they wanted to be deceitful.
Not being able to trust someone is a major thing. This has
prevented me in not being able to start a lot of projects with other people. I
have become to be comfortable in doing things on my own. When put into a group
to complete a group assignment. I have been known to take on the leadership role
and end up completing the whole project myself. For others to help and do a
piece of a project would make me feel very uneasy, because I believe you can’t
get something done as efficient as you want to unless you do it yourself.
Finishing things are hard too. I have always wanted to be
the last one to finish a project when put into a group. If for what ever reason
I am unable to complete the project on my own. I would make it a point for me
to be able to be the last one to go over and review it because I feel like my judgment
is the best judgment rather than anyone else’s. May sound very egotistical but
that is how I have been shaped to think due to past experiences.
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